A mess

A mess.

That's what I created, I know.

I know it's my fault.

I know you hate me right now.

But honestly, I didn't get the whole thing at first..

And let's say that I do now, at least, a part of it...

You think I don't care about this, well you're wrong.

I just don't know what to tell you...

What to tell you to make things..less worse than it already is.

I'm not trying to avoid anything.

I just don't know how and what to reply to that.

What are the right and wrong things to say?

I don't know how I can fix all this...

And even if I said I'll just forget it and let it be like that, I really don't mean it.

I'm sorry.

Anyways, maybe I should tell you all this instead of writing it down here.

Yeah, maybe I should...